Monday, May 30, 2016

30 : MAY : 2016 // 6:30 p.m.

Bonjour 
     Assalamualaikum ;)
Dear Sweet Stalker ,

Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim

missing ppl that we love is sometimes fucking hurt right ?  but , isnt it getting more hurt when that ppl dont miss us like we miss him or her ? fuck feelings, i am tired to be hurt by the person i love the most but i keep hold it . because . i really love him and i'll do anything to make that person happy . why can't u see it ? why he cant see it ? sentiasa ada bende ta puas hati . i miss the old u . or . should i say emm i wonder... why everyday this relay getting slower, getting bad , getting worse , day by day it seems far away and hard to stay ? always had a fight . always had a problem . its not normal for me . why i always the one that keep blame for all our problem ? is my love is cheap ? is my love ,  my feelings , my everything is not important ? i try to make things right but for u , i do nothing . i make things worst w my attitude , my cry , my tears , my headache , my sorry , my words . everything seems wrong to you . dah tawar hati ? allahu . aku na hubungan yg kekal , hubungan yg bahagia . why can't ppl pegang kata kata dorg yg dulu till now ? why ? whatever happen , i keep ur words . we , keep our replay till we married . 5 years, 6 years, 7 years . what ever it takes , i'll wait for it . my love is not a game for u to play . my feelings is not like rubbish . my heart is not like cloth . 9/12/14 the day u say u love me . 15/4/15 the day u propose me at the beach and now . 30/5/16 . wish our relay stays forever . insyaAllah.. kalau  ada jodoh.... aku redha ya allah hmm

p/s : missing my daddy . hm rindu ayah . sayang ayah . cinta ayah . hidup dan kekal kuat kerana ayah . Al-fatihah .

Love, ur princess, fazz 

Wednesday, March 9, 2016

09 : MARCH : 2015 // 01:24 a.m.

Bonjour 
     Assalamualaikum ;)
Dear Sweet Stalker ,

Bismillahhirrahmanirrahim

Dah lama fazz tak muncul dalam ruangan ni.  rindu ? em entah la . lately busy sangat . plus tooooo many problems to be solved and also got many problem that will never be solved

 " harini kita diatas, tak semestinya esok kita akan kekal diatas "

am i right ? semua yang berlaku telah tertulis . sebab itu banyak masalah atau cabaran yang berlaku kita tak akan jangka . especially bende yang kita tak nak berlaku . for me, it happening right now . and its in the process . demi allah . fazz tak nak semua tu berlaku. tapi kalau sudah ketentuannya begitu . fazz redha . tapi tak bermakna fazz terima kehadirannya . satu sisi, selagi boleh halang, fazz nak halang . lagi satu sisi, terpaksa sebab bagi semua orang i am still children yang tak pernah membesar even dah 20 tahun

its killing me

i need u dad. kalau ayah ada, semua ni takkan berlaku
achik rindu ayah . demi allah achik rindu ayah
semoga ayah baik baik je kat sana
tunggu kehadiran anak mu...

Love, ur princess, fazz